I lost my way. At the beginning of February, I spiraled into an emotional mess and my life started to grow darker and darker. It felt as though I was losing my grip on my reality and I found myself in an environment where my dwindling self-worth, self-esteem and confidence festered. I’m taking complete ownership and responsibility for this phase in my life. I made choices that I felt I deserved at that time and I cannot blame anyone apart from myself.